congratulations on a feat!

thanks, though I'm going to have a dozen rowdy teenagers drinking in the kitchen tonight, it really doesn't seem fair

you don't need alcohol to enjoy yourself. and let them have their moment of mistakes and regrets. haven't you got that out of your system yet?

not sounding too nosy, i hope.

or assuming.. or.. feeling close.. im sorry if i sound like it..

chill, to be honest, it was a much needed escape from work, and a good mood enhancer, especially if I had anime lined up, or guitar

what was?

drinking

and how's not having it working for you?

cronic insomnia and working until I pass out in 24 hour cycles

chronic*

have you tried a different approach? because i think it's your body trying to look for something similar to how you were before or what you were feeling before with the alcohol..

there has never been a before the alcohol

only a less of it

and I was in a pretty bad place before it

a before with your drinking.. i mean.. how you were when you were drinking..

chilled

do you miss it?

yeah