I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS

ABOUT THESE TWO

LAKSDHGALH

It's probably a good thing that I've never played with a Lelouch because I would just be

on the floor full of feelings the entire time

I wouldn't be able to process it

SO HER BROTHER

LELOUCH

THE WORST BUT ALSO GREAT

she has so many feelings about him

so as we all heard in part one of these plurks, her mom was killed, nunnally was rendered wheel-chair bound and blind

and these two kids were shipped off to live in a state that was about to go to war with Britannia

and like, LELOUCH WAS THE BOSSEST BIG BROTHER EVER

taking care of his sister

he loves her so much, and she loves him so much in return

he was smart, resourceful, caring, always so sweet and protective of her

probably because he was her support structure in such a traumatic and critical turning point in her life

he was literally her whole world

so then when she was told that she would have the opportunity to become governess and come out of hiding back into a life of politics and bullshit

she mostly did it because she wanted to protect him and be someone that he would be proud of

(sits in this plurk )

BUT THEN SHE FOUND OUT HE WAS A TERRORIST

THAT WAS WAGING WAR AGAINST THE EMPIRE

and when they meet after she discovers this she straight out asks him if he's doing this for her

just so sad and mad, because she never asked for this

in her heart nunnally is a lot more selfish than she tries to be

because she would have been happy just being with him

and ultimately he chose building a new world for her rather than being with her

so at the canon point I Have her at, it's after she was "betrayed" by him

that fucker

she opened her eyes for the first time so that they could talk face to face

and after he realized that she wanted to enact a plan that would end up with blood on her hands, but lead to a peaceful world

he knew he could use his power on her

because he wouldn't let her carry that burden, he wanted to be the one to take the fall

never her

so while she was all ~mind controlled~ he told her he loved her

and then once the mind control wore off she was like, FUCK YOU I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DID THAT YOU BETRAYED MY TRUST

and tried to chase him but he walked down some stairs

AND SHE CAN'T DO STAIRS

SO SHE LITERALLY FALLS ON HER FACE

AND IS DESPERATELY TRYING TO CRAWL AFTER HIM

but he just walks away, crying on the inside

but alkdghad to her that was just

ultimate betreyal

and now she's in prison, now knowing his ultimate plan

which is, of course, to die

die when he becomes this all powerful tyranical ruler

then she'll be enstated as empress and lead a peaceful world

because he trusts her with that

asdlkgh and then when he dies she just

cries

that's a lot of feels

that scene still kills me

as the crowd is like, cheering for his death she finally understands his plan

and tells her she loves him so much

but as he's gone she cries that she would have been happy just being with him

aslkdghalk ugggggh

UUUUUGH KILL ME NOW, tehse two

i can't

and yeah that's Nunnally's big brother

and she loves him so much

and right now she's conflicted but months down the road I"ll canon bump her

and that'll be fun so look for that

alright, thanks everyone for listening to me ramble

I have so many feelings about this relationship

I both want to play with a lelouch more than anything, and never want to play with one

oh gosh and stick if you're still here

when zhas made the cookie and it reminded her of lelouch

I SWEAR TO GOD, IT'S THE HIGHEST COMPLIMENT SHE CAN GIVE SOMOENE

g-gosh

zhas would have Complex Feelings about her brother if he knew

no yeah, as everyone should

he's kind of a douch but he's her important person douch

douche

whatever

no, I take that backmore than kind of a douche

total douche

like, getting millions killed and being cuthroat and brutal and ruining the lives of nearly everyone who is close to you

good job... bro...

you made it work for the betterment of the world at the end but

/squints

made many bad life choices on the way

gosh gosh gosh ;3;

on the one hand, dying for someone you love....... kind of his jam

on the other hand, making Nunnally cry....... not his jam

family :/