[teeth/ignore] I've always had problems with my teeth, it's mainly the lazy factor and every time i get my teeth fixed i slowly stop taking care of them and fillings fall out until one really bad one falls out
and I hate myself for this and I'm legit crying about this cause it's bad but it keeps happening I keep failing myself and I don't think I even deserve to eat anymore, but i have to
and I'm trying to loose weight and look better but I don't deserve to do any of that if I can't even take care of myself
I don't deserve to buy clothes, and video games, manga, anime anything if I can't take care of myself I can barley afford school, and my car
I just hate everything right now and yes! I'm on my monthly and that might be why I'm being so emotional, but that's not my only problem
sorry I just really hate that this is a problem I don't know if that i can fix and i need too teeth are important I have to take care of them but I just keep failing myself
and it hurts