can I get off this ride

I wanna get home and catch up on drift fleet

Roxas very much didn't make ac

Hiro did though like three times over

I really don't know what to do with Roxas because I can't get his feet off the ground. I love him to death.

piraguas mackens kawree I need a little input

I'm starting to worry that this is actual muse burnout

hmm :c do you think a canon point change might help at all?

what's the state of roxas?

hm...hiatus? or leave for a little bit and come back when you think it's gotten better. we'll be right here waiting.

I don't know it's like

I can do his tags when I force myself to do them

his voice isn't gone

but it's becoming such a chore to force myself to do it

maybe take March as a month to try and give him as much attention as possible, have fun and just throw him into everything, and see if you can get the groove back

*?

and then if it doesn't work out, you'll have a more definitive answer?

He's only got one thread for ac though, idk what the policy is on that

and/or you can always drop him, give him a few months off, and pick him up again later

well! if you really want to try again for a month and give it a good shot, you can have a pass

people having fun and enjoying playing their characters is more important than strict AC enforcement

... you guys are really sweet. I feel like I owe it to you guys to try but I'm not sure I'd be able to yank anything out of him

it's totally up to you

if you feel like it's an owing thing, it's okay to drop him :c you don't owe us anything, okay? <3

don't feel obligated either way! rp should be fun and not full of pressure and stress

I might need the month off with him, see if distancing myself and doing heavy canon review can revive my drive for him.

picking characters up again is super easy, if that's what you end up deciding to do

you owe us nothing, babe. you do you.

I'm gonna need to focus on Hiro this month anyway because I'm an enabling shitstain

you can submit the same app you used to join, they come back with as many memories as you want them to have, etc

oh really?

wow that. makes it feel less shitty

yes! they can wake up feeling like they were just asleep for a while, feeling colder than normal, wondering where the time went

if you want

that's what Nunnally did, I think

basically dipped in cryo sleep for a while

they'll probably start off on a different ship, but that's about it

yess :c

yeah i think i might. do that.

with him.

for now.

my head is fucking killing me i'm sorry if i seem less than coherent

i got shooting pain in my head and my vision kind of went dark for a second but i barely slept at all yesterday so that's probably why

no sleep + loud screaming all over the place + slight panic attack

weh D: yeah no it's okay

... also haven't had actual water in a couple of days

just

realized

... 8|

go drink some water and rest :{