1) called in sick, only slept all day, no bodily fluids lost

2) rushed myself out of bed upon getting texts from work friends regarding going to a party tonight despite knowing the actual party wouldn't start until much later and therefore being aware i--

--was going to this house hours early to hang out with folks i don't know that well

3) decided to leave the party "early" because i still dont' feel great and i'd like to, you know, participate in rping for once

4) didn't properly say goodbye to people because it's a party and that's hard????

5) feel lazy and want to order food despite still genuinely feeling sick but WHAT IF SOMEONE KNOWS I GOT SHITTY FOOD WHILE I'M SICK gasp

ugh i hate my brain why do i care what anyone thinks

and HONESTLY if i had been able to just get in my own car and go i bet i'd feel better

...Unless you're being spied on, I doubt they're gonna know what you ate.

i know B(

i worry about what everyone thinks even when i'm alone and it is ridiculous

I'm sorry you're feeling so bad

For what it's worth, I think when you're sick is the best time to eat some comforting crap food. <3

thank you <3 and yeah i'm like...trying to decide if the reason my stomach is off is that i'm hungry

like, at htis point

i ate a little today but not enough probably