most of you probably know i have two chronic diseases: MS and lyme. i find it easier to just lay that all out for people than to dance around the "wah i'm so tired today" "why" "...idk sleep" bullshit

lol :*

my MS is p under control except for flare ups, which are relatively rare (yay modern science). the lyme is a fucking crapshoot because i'm on anywhere between 4-14 drugs at any given time for it

drugs you use to treat tuberculosis, the literal plague, anthrax, and malaria. it's a gr8 time

most weeks, these drugs treat me okay because i'm used to them. this is not one of those weeks. this is a terrible horrible no good very bad week

my tags are likely going to slow to a crawl because my brain literally will not turn over and work no matter how much i sleep. when i do tag, if they're riddled with consistency errors, PLEASE tell me

i will make changes. i don't want to screw people over because i'm not available to them

Aleeeeeeex this is most applicable to you with evangeline <3

if things get really bad, i'll definitely let you (alex) puppet/godmode solas through a few things with input from me, but i'll do my best to tag you when i'm okay in the middle of the day

so less brief than i thought but i just wanted to let people know why i'm sluggish, slow, and stupid in my tags <3

I hope you feel better soon.

chronic health bullshit sucks

what galls me is my inability to do something about it/make forward progress. there's literally NOTHING that can be done about any of these things except wait and hope i respond well to treatment

and i HATE that

H A T E

holds your hands

my poor girl

rolls across the floor and has a self-pitying whining day

covers you with a blanket, throws pillows at

/makes a fort :>

am I welcome in Fort Reg

everyone is welcome in fort reg as long as they speak softly and aren' wearing perfume

I can do that

then yes you are welcome. are you okay with cuddles because there will be cuddles

I love cuddles I have not had a good cuddle in months

good. imma lay on you and squish you with my squish

I am the squishiest no one can outsquish me

squishes

come lay upon us this wknd if ur feelin up to it

im gonna u cant stop me :>

I HAVE BEEN SUMMONED

/Delayed

Oh but dude, no worries. You take care of you. Health is that thing you wring your hands and go Hey wanna cut me a break today? And health goes mmmmmmmmmn naaaaaaaaah.

Health's a douche.

Maybe that's a little crude. Um. But yeah. Health comes first. Please don't worry, at least about people understanding health as a priority. o7

no health is a total douche <3 ilu ur gr8