SO! So...

I've been feeling really weird and off all week

hence being virtually absent from plurk in all forms

So I'm so determined to turn my mood around this weekend

I decided on Friday, Saturday would be my day to be a hermit

so I just like... played Atelier Shallie for literal hours and watched Legend of KOrra with my roommates and then was on the computer and played a bit of Long Live the Queen

just very chill quiet stuff where you never have to leave your pajamas :3

and in contrast, today is my day to do all the things!!!!!

because tbh part of my weird mood is circulating around this frustration where I feel like... I'm just loosing control of a lot of aspects of my life at once?

I'm coasting at work, I'm not really giving it 100%

while I'm really present adn around wtih my roommate friends, I've been distant with my ones that

you know, I actually have to put effort into hanging out with

I feel like I'm dropping the ball on RP?

I mean, I'm active but I worry I'm not doing a good job

I think my tags have been really boring as of late

and then there are just always real life adult chores that I'm behind on

SO TODAY

I WILL DO ALL THE THINGS

CRUSH THIS BAD MOOD FROM ORBIT

TAKE BACK LIFE

BY THE HORNS@!!!!!

so my goals are...

- Have lunch with my friend Kenneth

- Text Rebecca and try to schedule something for this week

- Take my car in either to get the oil changed, or to get the tires checked out

I'm leaning towards oil change, but damn I do need to get the tires looked at soon

maybe I'll try both if I have time

- Take my sister grocery shopping so she doesn't starve this week

- Mail Allyson's present to her!!!! I really want to get to this one

I think I can make a chain of walking with the box and delivering it while my car oil is getting changed

maybe force my sister to come along and then we'll drop by the grocery store on the way home?

- ORGANIZE MY ROOM, it's been so clean for this month but I'm letting it slip back into messy ville!!!!

- Go for a run???

I weighed myself for the first time in like, three years

and the result was a good awakening

and tbh I need a more active lifestyle, otherwise I'll develop heart conditions at the tender age of like 5-

50

I want to be a healthy old ladiy who plays video games and is balling

need to work and acheive that dream!!!

you are my exercise inspiration

the most badass

I need to crawl toward your buff level

THAT IS PERFECT

YES

DSKLAGH that is such a good gif set

we get future fancy space ecigs just so we can like

grind the tip in people who are rude

Golden girls Mach II

Okay, Plurk update!!! Took my car to a brown bear and sprayed it with hella water and vacuumed the inside like a boss

Now the oil is getting changed and I got a green tea latte to sip on while I wait

Then after its off to lunch!!