I reached the awake for days cant stop shaking point and was sanding off the tips of my fingers because this was too important and i realized wow im gonna end up hurting myself maybe i should calm the fuckdown

soooo i got to meet the crisis councilers here and they said get the fuck out of there being about 2 fuck ups away from shooting yourself in the head isnt normal. so now i get to vomit up my pride and beg for

an incomplete from my teachers.

so uh thats where i am! so much fun.

Definitely take care of yourself, sweetheart.

befor anyone attempts to be comforting fuck off. this is my mess, im cleaning it up, this is a good thing compared to where i could be i do not want or need pity

Im kinda pissed off at myself over this but eh, ive crawled up from worse

Aaaah daz I am sorry, plurk did not show your comments! I did not mean to yell at you and thank you.

<3 I figured it was plurk bouncing responses past each other.

I'm happy you're taking care of your problems. good luck on your journey brave pat o7

if you ever need anyone to ragescream at you know my number. Godspeed dude.