...wow I feel like maybe I been dropped on my head. I dunno if it's me but I feel a total disconnect as of late from the not-offical-offical fam. I don't know why. Though before the panel was up she had said -
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she was spending more time with me & the other little girl she was trialing with at the same time to help us intergrate into the fam. It's a large fam about 16+ kids {not counting alts} but it's like a ghost
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town/house. I don't know if it's just been an off last few days or.. idk. Even the skype family chat has been really quiet or somber.. Is it me or is it just idk.. feels weird not to be her daughteranymore I -
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was happy as Eva's kid.. I had no trouble no drama.. but shrugs idk.. I have this urge to just pick up and run and hide on my adult.. but i'm not going to do that.. I know I have in the past though
if you get a bad feeling it usually is bad
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yah but idk i clicked with em but they aren't your 'normal' fam and i like that about them i just dunno what's wrong. It's probably me cuz yanno how I like to doubt myself & my choices. It's like I self-sabatog
It feels wrong,weird or bad 9 out of 10 times it is .. I would go with my heart and gut...