So a lil backstory: I'm pregnant, found out while we were broken up after he said he loved another girl on fb. This is after I sort of

Forgave him for lying about sneaking over to his ex girlfriend's house. So we got back together but he doesn't really want anything to do with the baby.

We're in counseling and I was hopeful but the last few weeks I just feel burned out. Like it's all I can do to grow the baby, watch the diabetes, move, and work.

Anywho, he knows I keep an eye on his social media and his phone. I've never hidden that because he broke my trust so absolutely.

Well today I was looking at his fb messages and he started talking to his ex saying that he missed her and that he was worried because he was waiting on a biopsy result from a mole.

And thinking he might have cancer made him want to talk to her. Which is very telling because he didn't even tell me when he had the results in or anything like that but...that's not the important part

The important part is that she told him to okay it with me before messaging her. That blew my fucking mind! Now I hated this girl in high school because she was shallow and pretty and bitchy and cheated on him

Zero respect for her as a person...in November that started to change but my jealousy of her connection with him still clouded me from really seeing her.

But today my faith in humanity, in women, is restored. This clarity is so amazing and I don't

nt to lose it. This is the kind of world I want to bring my daughter into. I want to teach her that kind if integrity.