It is not happy. A long time friend dropped me yesterday. I can't stop crying.

It hurts so much. I didn't suspect it and I feel so stupid. What didn't I see. Why a few hours before my birthday. Do I deserve it

I feel so pointless. And I need someone to talk to. To not feel so fucking alone.

But it's pointless to ask for help.

At least most of the birthday wishes are making me feel thought of. But I don't want to be around for the impending notifications of removal.

He added me again but I'm guessing it was a fluke or a second-guess he took back images.plurk.com/1llWCY9...

Because there no longer is a "FOLLOWS YOU". I'm guessing he Followed again, then UnFollowed

I've been made like a piece of shit person that no-one can stand to be around once they get to know me. I am not happy by this.

I am reminded of that other person adding me before Blocking me the 2ND time.

All that time ago.

I wish someone would spam me about 6 Notifications to push thr user-name down the Notification page

Yep. A mistake.

I checked his Twitter as yesterday I confronted the reFollowing