i've always been slow in general but the past few weeks i honestly haven't been feeling my tags

i'm not sure if it's because of like. burnout or whatever, but i really haven't been very satisfied w/ my writing

i've talked about this w/ a few people and i think i'm gonna take a hiatus just to step back and get my stuff together

i also think i'm gonna drop yamamoto from cereal cause i haven't done anything w/ him for so long and i don't want to just sit on him

ironically, i've been feeling my psl/meme stuff so i guess not all is lost

lmfao

but my game tags, man.... augh....

i'm gonna try wrap up the threads i'm in but i think after that i'm just gonna take like a 2 week hiatus or something

i'm not entirely sure what the issue is, i guess w/ memes and psls there's no pressure involved so i feel less like it's a chore??

not that like anyone's tags make me feel that way

the issue lies more w/ me i guess

waves hands vaguely... anyway i hope i can get this sorted out i'm sorry if i'm offending anyone too i'm not trying to, honest

tbh back when i was even busier than hell, being in more than one game would make me think it's a chore

which was why i was in one game for the longest time

i think i've just been really frustrated w/ myself akjsldf

cos you're not worrying about one ac, you're worrying about two

and then you're able to dedicate time for like psls/memes as well cos they're just whims LOL

tsuikai cries yeah.... i mean like. now i'm only gonna have one character in each game, but u know.

but it's summer like

i'm honestly not that busy atm???

i kinda had to get used to being in more than one game after i got time again so i'm more used to heavy load but it was hard at first

for real? when you got more time on your hands, you don't wanna do anything LOL

it's cos now you think "I HAVE TIME, I CAN DO THIS LATER"

it's a psych trap

but when you're busy as fuck you can do it, AND even if you're tired you actually succeed

cos you needed something to ease you off t he other shit, that's what hobbies are for

but yeah you're worry about two games now so it does make it feel like shit

it is a whole bunch of mental traps, i think accepting them rather than worrying about them works out more

"Yeah, this is gonna happen, so i'm gonna do them cos i want to when i want to cos it's not homework"

and honestly i know you're worried about holding people back but you know how you're like "Hey, you all can take your time with me" remember that it's the same for others too

AGAIN you shouldn't worry cos everyone's sailing the same yacht here

and yeah, ACs sometimes make you feel that way, but as long as you
1. remember it's just a game it's like fulfilling video game missions
2. remember your limits

you're gold

ljasjkldjkl if you look on most plurks it's the same worry which means everyone's in the same boat here, so it's something people just gotta stop doing.

it we're all worrying about the exact same thing it means we're all the same LOL

ame.......you're falling into the facebook trap.

people aren't gonna put up all the struggles up, i know i don't

some do! but not everyone does

cos humans really wanna talk about fun shit

if you think that makes everyone suddenly on top of things and you're the only one not you pretty much just facebooked yourself

exactly, you gotta remember the people who are doing this too aren't robots

we all do go through the same up and downs so don't put yourself in the social media trap JKLASJKLAS

like you said, you don't always talk about it cos you wanna talk about fun things

IT IS BUT YOU GOTTA REMEMBER

it's like shooting yourself in the foot

you lose before you started

even if it's a struggle, if you keep saying it is, you're resigning yourself to losing already

(which comes back to "remembering your limits")

yeah 8( LOL YOU'RE ALLOWED TO DO THAT TOO god

HAHALSKJKSA

do it