...just feeling very bleh. Tired of being sick; tired of being tired. Finding out more crap wrong with me today & just... tired of it. Dunno when they'll have a lung doctor see me. I need to get shit done test
wise. I know from a close friend with it I probably need an MRI; PFT, and an echo and a biopsy via the throat or do a lung biopsy. I'm sitting here trying not to worry about shit and i'm hearing my husband cry
cuz he's afraid I got the bad kind - IPF Which.. knowing my luck I might idk. Sorry this turned to be a negative nancy post just feel very.. sad & alone right now 
