welp, it's that time of day where i have to wonder if my friend is blowing me off again.

it seems like everytime i try to make plans with her, by the time it comes around to actually go hang out something has come up

whether she had conflicting plans or she just doesn't answer her phone or respond to me.

and it's been like this for the last year, pretty much and i'm getting pretty damn tired of it. she has recently moved to madison and is always asking "when can we hang out, i miss you"

and then i try to make plans and everything falls through.

ugh. it's hard being mad at her because she was one of my closest friends for a long time, and now i can't tell if she is just "making plans" out of obligation or she sincerely tries.

i also don't want to confront her about this, because of prior history. it's all very frustrating.