Actually... I've been giving this some thought and I think I'm gonna take a few days off. ^^ Back off from the internet for a couple days. Find where I hid my motivation. I know I left it around here somewhere!
Maybe when I come back I'll be a little more... something.
I've been getting pretty depressed I think.
Isn't it funny? My answer to feeling alone and lonely is to pull away from everyone? Though in fairness it is with an eye to coming back and being a bit more active and social...
Just need time to get my head on straight is all.
And since I can never last that long I'll probably be back by the weekend lol
Usually taking a break from the internets does help me a bit! Probably that "absence makes the heart grow fonder" thing ^^;
I just need to learn to take periodical breaks rather than compulsively coming online every day and eventually feeling shit about it.
Been tempted to do that myself to be honest...
And lacking motivation is kinda why I haven't harassed you to do that RP with me even though every day I think "I should PM her and get something started!". Fun things just don't seem as fun.
Which is why a break will be good for me!
-hugs- Chances are I won't delete. More likely clean my friends list up a bit hahaha
Forced is baaaad... I wanna have FUN again! ^^; I don't think many people would notice or care of I removed them from my plurk. A lot were added because of a TCG
and I don't talk to them often so...
-huggles- They don't sound like the nicest of people...
Still... kind of sucky of them...
I'm so sorry, sweetie... That's horrible when that happens.
>.> Know how that feels... I think that's a bit of a weird fear of mine actually... being so easily forgotten, especially by people who I care for. But sadly not much can be done if it does happen...
However...
Things change! We move away from old friends and find new ones!
Nicer ones!
