They went alright. I bled a lot with the needles though. The doctor took my look of concern to be because of pain

I had to explain it was because of concern about getting blood on my white "Sweet Ride" velocipede shirt.

The one in my left hand hurt though. I still have bruises from the needles.

The results didn't show much wrong with my muscles/nerves though, which makes the mass of white blood cells globbed at my brain stem worst case scenario more likely.

I no longer care. I've been exhausted & weak for the last few years. Not just depression tired. My blood is shit.

Being tired, weak, nauseous, & dropping things because ny hands suck is my new reality.