I was working on an application, went to take a shower

it deleted all my work history progress and timed out

And now I'm crying

I'm sorry

I'm crying because this is the last fucking straw and I'm so damn scared

I'm completely fucked at this point

It's to where I have to live with my extremist family members in this fucking town for another goddamn year unless some miracle comes through

which let's face it

it won't

and not even my roommates give a flying shit

they want to just waltz off into their happily ever fucking after and to hell with the one person who's completely fucked because of it

I'm so overwhelmed

and trapped

I feel you I'm in a similar place where right now I'm saving every cent I can to get out of my racist, abusive mother's house and back out of the cultural wasteland that is Florida

I just....

these people have repeatedly stated people like me should be shot on sight

I am fucking terrified