On one hand rocked the interview & networking & made a solid resume

on the other hand: ... I'M ACTUALLY REALLY INTIMIDATED BY THIS AND SOMEWHAT HEAVILY CONCERNED.

It looks like I've landed a contract as a freelance reported and political researcher.

Now this isn't too different than what I've done before. (well, it IS very different from illustration / accounting / running a company) But I've done a lot of research and writing in a professional capacity.

Except the stakes seem a lot higher here. And that is pretty spooky.

I was about to ask how one would accidentally accepted a job, but then I realized who I was about to ask.

would have accidentally, I can use whole words and sentences sometimes.

DryadGurrl: hahah yeah!

Networking is really serious business for me since: networking. And even though I have a chill front going on, inside I'm always just !!! So I'm usually trying to be a suave as I can while on autopilot to

try and not lose my cool bcz: wheeze. So I was following this lead to see where it might go, maybe I'd get some other opportunities or something. And then I got the job offer (which woke me up).

So I was going for as charming as I could be while super groggy, and was just : "yeah okay." AND HERE WE ARE, THIS IS WHERE THAT LEAD ME.