like I'm trying really hard to be an adult And go to work because I need money

but like half the reason I broke down before is because of this job

I've been back two days and have nearly broke down crying both days

i had a panic attack yesterday and almost at one again today

because in spite of seeing me yesterday she decided not to tell me thru changed her day off to today

so I was ready and she was asleep and I was anxious. and now I have to find last minute rides esp since I can't afford uber

im literally at a breaking point every day here??? like I understand I need to be an adult but this is driving me go walk out soon

and I have another job that will accept and immediately so it's not like I wouldn't have one??

but I tried telling someone and the only response they have is is but you have to

except being responsible is also looking into my well-being? and I'd rather not walk out rashly or go back to the hospital

idk am i in the wrong?

If you have another job lined up and the work environment at this one is driving you to panic attacks and tears, then holy crap, yes, go. Submit your notice at Terrible Job and accept at Less Terrible Job.

^that 8(a

You are not obligated to stay in any job that's treating you badly. Sometimes you might have to because money, but even then, if you can get out, get out.

thirding!

if you're at a mental breaking point because of work and you have the option to work somewhere that isn't terrible, go to Not Terrible.

Yeah, if you have something else lined up, absolutely go for it.

take the chance, if you have another offer

yeah I've been talking to my old GM sy papa John's

he said he'd take my immediately rather as a manager or not I don't know but

id still have the same payrste so w/e

im just my mom stopped angrily and then just went you need to be an adult. essentially

Taking a job that treats you better and pays the same, and telling the awful workplace to go fly a kite, is the more mature decision.

I don't know if your mom's misunderstanding the situation or what, but frankly, she's wrong.

yeah especially when.i Just got more bad nrwst

i can't even do today now and im upset

likr in good at my job? but it's high stress and I just cracked. it's almost been a year

thryve been great working with me during this

but we're emergency response which means a lot of customers freaking out

eveb more pissed off people sy the service (which I normally get)

and it's not rare for someone calling you and then getting hit while on the phone so!??

I'm just like I need to go home but I can't and I'm screaming internally

Oh, geez. Yeah, that sounds super stressful.

Being an adult is taking care of yourself, which includes knowing when you're in a shit situation and doing something about it.

so you are right to get out of the place that is wrecking you

yeah that's how I feel because it is high stress when people get in accidents or what not they end up calling us first or if it's not one anything can happen

and like so many people don't do their fuckong jobs so 75perc of my calls is just. dealing with fuck ups likr people being stranded for 8 hrd

I just talked to hr. they said because it's health related I wouldn't even have to do my two weeks

welp.

alright, then.

Hey, that's awesome.

just talked to my manager at papa John's he said come in at 8 and he'll put me in the system

so '-'

good :<

also fwiw emergency stuff really is not for everyone for the reasons you said above so don't even feel bad about it

you hear some shit doing emergency stuff and not everyone can handle that for various reasons

yeah ,;; like I was there for almost a year and then they put me in my regular program and added USAA and I never had time to take a drink or come back down from being told what a piece of shit I was

another small update: back in the system at papa johns technically customer service manager for now but he's gonna try to get me back into management position