i'm trying really hard to stay strong but

rn i have no saccess to my fasfa stuff for school

i'm not gonna have the money to pay rent tomorrow directly due to thae fact that

ti didn't get my last paycheck. because i wasn't allowed to work and this one is going to the bills that got taken out then

and ofc i'm overdrafted and i can't go anywhere for help

like i have two commissions i'm doing right now but that's only illike 30 bucks

i've lost my therapist because she doesn't take me insurance

and i'm klike everytime s omeone tells me things get better it's worse??

and i'm trying really hard to do whatever i can but

it just. doesn't get better. and i'm doing what i can

i got approved for a credit card which would help if i had 95 dollars to activate it

but i don't and i'm just

i'm at the point of done trying

because "your young life gets better" doesn't work when things keep slamming you to the ground and they always have

i'm not going to lie to you and tell you it's going to get better, but you will survive this, one way or another.

like i'm just sure my dad won't answer about school or go "i can't dot that" because he doesn't want anything to do with me and i have no where to go for help

i want to but rn i'm basically just gonna get sued for not being able to pay rent and

nghh i have nothing else i can do

no credit for a loan and i've already taken out 2 flexloans to try and pay for stuff

there's just. nothing. else.

and i just feel like a fuck up