I'm hoping if I plurk this it'll get my self-frustrations out and I can stop being in an ocd spiral. I'm such a slow student. I've worked on my project for 11 hrs this weekend (5 hrs today) and I'm not...
finished not. 
I had classmates talking about finishing it in an afternoon. I can't believe a month or so ago I was thinking about graduate classes. 
Then I start feeling guilty like I wasted...
I had classmates talking about finishing it in an afternoon. I can't believe a month or so ago I was thinking about graduate classes. Then I start feeling guilty like I wasted...
time, but I know for a fact I put a good deal of time on it this weekend. Most of the time I feel like I do alright especially with meds, but when it's bad it's bad.
Everyone works at different paces, there's no shame in that. 
Even in grad school, there were people who could whip out papers in a weekend, and others who had to prep for weeks first.
Even in grad school, there were people who could whip out papers in a weekend, and others who had to prep for weeks first.
::nods:: we have different timing and different strengths. I could do a paper in an afternoon, but set me to research, and I'd lose hours tracking each fact.
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Thanks my friend. I wish the deadlines weren't so important. I don't mind what people think, I don't have much pride, I just wish I had more to show for my time spent.
Thanks my friend. I wish the deadlines weren't so important. I don't mind what people think, I don't have much pride, I just wish I had more to show for my time spent.
. Luckily I have all my sources, I'm just such a slow reader. 
crowskyler: Bunny-kitty cuddles always appreciated. ^_^
MEans you probably absorb a lot more than I do.
I am glad I don't have to re-read, because then I'd be in big trouble. 
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