I'm looking forward to this day off tomorrow.

I'm going to otakon next week..! And I have to be fully moved out of my apartment by then

wheezes quietly

omg... otakon is so soon.......

i used to go every year now i don't even know when it happens, how far i've fallen

also: please don't die

woe )8

No guarantees

also I really don't like it when people try to make small talk with me every two minutes.

I don't like when people are too nice to me, what a miserable person I am

I enjoy it sparingly! When there's a point to it... not when it's just talking to make noise...

i was gonna say wow you'd hate me

but i guess to be fair i only do it when there's a connection of some kind to go off of... not randomly to anyone...

No yeah that's what I mean friends are fine!! I just mean like, when you barely know the person and they're just like, hey hey hey

this person's also kind of whiny

oh i mean if i were to meet you in a customer/employee situation

I MEAN I WOULD HOPE YOU'RE OK WITH ME TALKING TO YOU AS A FRIEND or boy i've been misreading

PFFF

but anyway, kill that person

no not a customer, this is a coworker, unfortunately. which I become cool with gradually.

Usually there's a mutual understanding of existing in the same space for a paycheck until something clicks between us and that's gr8

you can still kill them if you want

god my coworker most like that i eventually realized actually didn't need any input from me? she'd keep talking either way, so i eventually started ignoring her completely and i don't think she ever noticed

yeah when they're like hey hi I did this today I do this tomorrow how's life what's your story this this that that I'm like whoa friend slow it down a lil

yeah i feel that :'|

I wish I could ignore anyone but they're gonna be my employees...

sighs

omg are u gonna be head honcho

a head honcho

the smallest head honcho on the list of available honchos

but still

still!!! a honcho

well confession, i sometimes get super chatty with people i'm comfortable with and i've definitely had managers tune me out

nothing exploded

it was ok

ahah

No it's good people-dealing exercise !!! But I won't beat myself up if I have to tune people out I guess

I'll just keep them busy, gently cracks whip

exactly

not that that would have stopped me

the amazing multitasking rambler

u are why I can't have nice things

except u are also friend so it's okay

beams proudly

irl i do this to all my friends at some point, just start talking and eventually a tiny voice in my head goes, what am i even talking about

no one is listening to me, not even me

omg how

I have a hard time at conventions, I hardly ever get con plague, my throat just gets shredded from actually talking at length/volume :'|

guess who comes out of them totally fine just another day in the life

beams proudly

god... when did i turn into this person, i used to be a silent introvert who just stared at people

teach me

step one lose all sense of shame

see I'm working on that one... It's slow going obviously.

i believe in you

i also fall down a lot, i think that helps

i'm really good at falling

it helps the lack of shame not the inexplicably extroversion

ah falling down isn't fun :'|

it's alright i only fall off of things

skis, bikes

curbs

ah skis did my knees in, there's my problem

omg really

sad...

yeah I used to love skiing and dancing and stuff then injury+crappy genetics hit simultaneously

omg no that sucks ;_;

i got the crap back genetics lotto but i can still ski if i do back exercises

I used to do gymnastics!! I used to do backflips!! I used to do theater!! then I became a weird stage frightey computer nerd

smh, adulthood is overrated

anyway

Ah, back stuff sucks )8

did we switch roles

i was a lump of a child

we did.......

whoa

freaky friday

a social lump primarily, but also a bit of a physical lump

well, i'm not giving it back

jerk!!!!

sorry

no keep it you're putting it to better use

It's okay, u have my blessing

yeah i'm using it to rp ramir ig

doing god's work

sure we can call it that

Illegal things to say to me a week before I take a fun road trip: I think I've got a cold

GET OUT OF MY AIR

OUT!!!!