...which is why I've been procrastinating it for weeks.

I want to ask for advice, but my main problem is "putting an abstract idea into words properly".

I think I'm also just nervous about going into a new RP group. I'm still not used to DWRP

and surprise, I get more nervous at the thought of making mistakes. I'm a wreck.

Yeah, I kinda figured. I just don't know how I want to begin to write any of this. I'm usually vague for bios so they can mess into the setting better

But I don't need yo do that in a game like this, so it's a hard adjustment

I'm not even certain if I want to write her in the pathfinder universe at all.

My brain usually goes with "what would my rp partner prefer" for decisions like these but that doesn't matter either

Basically I'm at work, trying to plan this out in my head

and all I'm really doing is just mentally grabbing my hair and going ahhhhhhhhhhhh

...I definitely need to force myself to read Inner Sea World again.

I see. that's an easier way of looking at it

I think it's mostly my stress making me over think and make me push to make the bestest impression ever

my anxiety is pretty bad right now, and my urge to do well and make friends is making what SHOULD be a nice hobby, a terrifying chance to fuck up

The vacation helped but...hormones are happening, to put it mildly.

so its the sample that needs to be at its best.

or at least is the main concern

I see. I hope my shitty schedule doesn't mess up my chances.

At the length Kyr expected or longer? because Kyrs length I could easily do even at work

Otherwise it wouldn't be hard to do on breaks or at home.

I see.

[suddenly remembers Court]

Okay good

Because the game wasn't bad...but I didn't have my voice properly set for that character

and I didn't know how to interact with him

yeah. I may go back to it later. Once I'm more at ease with tagging in and put

and. you know. know more people

My social anxiety is freaking out

(kidding. ...mostly. )

At least with Ariel I have clear goals and answers and something resembling a voice.

...it's just that little voice in my head that goes "your characters are flat and will never interest others" gets really irritating after a while