nobody tries as hard as I do to de-weed the grave in my family

if I had an entire day there I would legitimately spend it making it spotless

I guess I'm bad at the spiritual aspect so instead all of my energy goes to the physical aspect

I literally remember a time when one of these buckets filled with water was so heavy for me to carry even with two hands that I spilled water everywhere

now I can carry a bucketful of water with one hand and minimal effort

it's been a long, many years, Hijikata grave