had the 120% rehearsal yesterday and in all honesty I felt like shit about it

I watched the video and all I could see out of myself was just Tiredness

sure I could make countless excuses, like before I slept the night before the rehearsal, I hadn't slept for 38 hours

how I fucked up both knees so I had a bandage wrapped around the left and a supporter around the right

how that day my schedule was so jam packed I forgot a part of the outfit and had to dance without

but like... it's the 120%, what am I doing being that messy at the 120%

and I may know I had a lot of issues leading up to the rehearsal but the people watching aren't going to know I have supporters and bandages under my pants legs

they're not going to know I didn't sleep 36 hours

if I don't have my shit together then it's just that, I don't have my shit together

WENRNNFNGN...

performance is in five days

I'll clean up my act

until then, lots of work

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