My google fu kinda sucks

i feel this i have a saniwa oc and i used like dollmakers to make her and now i'm like "welp" bc I now know exactly what I want her to look like BUT I CANT FIND ANY PB THAT FIT...

suffering

The problem with mine is that he's like ftm crossdresser like Midare and at the most basic level, looks like a fairly traditional Japanese girl, but I still can't really find much that I like. XD;

*Mtf crossdresser XD

And technically, I'm still working on his exact design beyound that

And yet, I still can't find anything that I like