probably gonna have to do a bunch of these but urgh haate

applications fine, frustrating when I can't remember exact dates, but fine....... drives me nuts bc I have no problem like

talking to customers in a friendly and helpful manner, I have a good mood and stuff with my coworkers, I'm way less petty in the workplace

I'm proud of the way I act at work but god damn do I feel all that confidence in myself immediately drain when I'm answering questions about myself

suddenly calling myself a diligent worker feels super hollow.......

even though I know I am a diligent worker, my managers have always commented on how I "own the space" when I work so idfk

MY MANAGER FLATTERING ME OR IS MY SELF ESTEEM THAT BAD, the answer is probably the latter

I was considering walking to the store to treat myself but I realized that my bank account only really has enough for my coffee on friday... bleh