gross nasty

ah.............that's terrible

ick. ...

I mean I did this to myself, I want to see if the job's something I hate, because if it's something I can actually do, all other aspects of the position are amazing to me.

oh my god

don't die......

it a paid shadow

yeah at least

ah, good

at least there's that

oh thank god for that

it's still 18 hours but at least it's 18 paid hours

yeah weeps. it might not be at my manager rate but it's still money.

the marketing bit, 12 of those hours is still my shift.

stares bleakly.

it kills me that you work 12 hour days.........

who did this to you

I mean I chose this

but this position is also..... less hours.... so that's why I'm eyeing it up so hard.

god that'd be nice

grips your shoulders

you can do it

i hope it is not something you hate

honestly whenever someone who's worked the position comes in for us, I ask them about it, and it sounds more and more appealing every time.

it sounds exciting, if you like the.. you know, job part of it

^^

it involves a lot more interacting with people, but I'm Way Better at feigning charisma when I have a script and I'm explaining/sharing information.

18 hours....don't die nomo

strikes a pose

like I was saying elsewhere I do genuinely like the company atmosphere, I just have. an expiration date. on my ability to work these shifts.

and it seems really easy to claw your way up and around so why not try that first.

cons, I would have to get a car and re-learn to drive...

but I have time to do this.

I was talking with the director and she said they're really good at waiting for a good time to hire you if you apply whenever, and they're always really looking to hire in august, which is when I'd be free of my apartment.

so those two stars align, at least.

whoa nice timing on that

perhaps a sign

we'll see tomorrow! which means I should go to bed early, so hops on my productivity things....

go go go