And sometimes I hate ranting because this really isn't that bad of a thing. People are going through much more awful stuff. The world is in a state and very scary for many people.

But, In a nutshell, no one wants to hire me, I can't get interviews. I came back to Australia to be with family and not being able to deal with a long distance relationship. (was UK 18 months) I came back in Dec and expected I'd have work and moving out stuff sorted, or closer to by now. But nothing, so signing up for out of work/job searching benefits.

(which we're lucky to have..)

Of course. I just got the most amazing job offer from the UK through a short course I did, lol PAID props junior trainee position on 'The current wars' – Which I think is Benedict Cumberbatch thingy. my friend just got set dressing work on Star Wars and could have likely passed on contacts to me.

Over my nearly 2 years in the UK, I did a course, in prop making and was constantly trying to get into the industry in the UK – such an industry doesn't really exist in Aus.

I don't resent or regret. I want to work on my relationship, move out with him, work on us. I guess you have to choose sometimes, what you need and want to focus on. But why can't all the things I want be in the same place? Why or couldn't the job have come when I was IN THE UK, it was only a month or so. -.-;

I'm basically trying to job apply, and focusing on it and then I drag my feet and write my applications slowly waste a day and think, no you can't reply to tags today, you didn't apply for anything. So I'm just a bit of a blah. RP seems like this nice safe little fun pocket, but I drag this cloud over it like NO IT IS NOT WHAT YOU SHOULD DO UNTIL APPLY MORE.

So, that's why I'm being a bit slow and silly. :3

I wish I had something useful to say, but all I got is hugs and sending good vibes your way

good vibes and internet hugs mean lots, thank you. <3

allll the love

Ack, I'm so sorry things have been a struggle for you.

I know yelling and whining at plurk for attention is silly and a bit selfish, but it HELPS just to have somewhere to go EVERYONE THIS IS DUMB OKAY and be reminded there are lovely-awesome people.

Much thanks for letting me just be shouty for a moment and replying with support it's not the worst problem for someone to have, I'm lucky in many, many ways, but sometimes you just gotta have a moment of foot stompy, life plz?!

Yeah that's what plurk's for, no problem! :B are you going to make Jan AC with Leia?

I've felt so much of this. long-distant moves are crazy hard, especially when you hit transcontinental.

bluecanary I think I'm okay! Thank you for checking in. <3 I have two open network posts, and some little bits and pieces around. <3 though I've been lax in sorting Leia out, I'm sorry about that. So is there a way someone might have seen the statue Leia? Someone we can say might have clued Han in, or might now?

omnomivore YES. They are, you're happy to be with a person, and it's a choice you wanted and so on! But it's also not wrong to miss and feel strange and confused about what's left behind, right?

Uhm probably not but I can find another way for han to find out

bluecanary okay. Hmm. Though it's only like less than a week. Maybe we can just let her be a decoration. Though it depends if you want the fun of Han trying to swindle Bill. XD you know he will

bill is like disembodied at the moment, we'd probably need to backdate anyway

Oh Bill. Ah you know, that's cool we'll let it go and she'll be out soon anyway.

Plus it means we can focus on bill being in the naughty corner.

Forever.

nice

And I think sorting what to do about him post powers is bigger. XD