[Anxiety] This whole incident with Anthony has left me so paranoid and phone-clingy. I just...don't want to be away from him right now. That...can't be good...and I don't know how to not be like this right now.
he's been super understanding about it, and supportive. He's been messaging me every chance he gets, so I think he understands this is something I can't control right now. But...it's surreal to feel this way about an online friend again....
Like, I definitely know what it's like. It took me literal years to get over being super clingy over everyone when Mom died, after all. But it's definitely a good idea to readjust, yes.