fair warning none of this is gonna make sense in the first place bc dreams dont make sense and also bc im starting to forget it all

but of what i do remember a lot of it was very scary in a thrill flickoh god being chased by hideous monsters way

i remember being in an auditorium where i guess some showing of pigs was happening you know like a livestock show

and i was focusing on some friends that came in that were uncomfortable with something, and someone was trying to tell them to 'speak up' about something, and idk why

and then i hear guy on the stage say "... it just passes through 'em!" and we look bc wut and the guy is just. pushing these metal bars through the pigs like theyre made of some sort of reforming gel

and theyre perfectly fine

and hes like 'doing this really marbles the meat!' and one of my friends is startled and i guess he asked how????? and the guy says they have a very special diet

and then everyone in the auditorium looks at us with these uncomfortable smiles and they unleash the pigs bc apparently the pigs are fucked up and eat people and we had to run

they were nipping at us when we got to a car and some of the people were joining in too like zombies and we took off but realized we left someone behind and we came back while he was being nibbled at and trying to fight em off and flung the door open in a hurry

but he didnt close the door fast enough and a pig fucking ghosted in and oozed over the driver and he became One Of The Locals or something and wasnt listening to usyelling to drive drive and then that dream ended abruptly

ive forgotten most of the stuff that came after but i vividly remember this one awful gross part of my dream

it was like a part of a saw movie but on steroids

siome guy had some weird stuff tied around his face, messing with his eyes

and when he tried to pull it off apparently the thing was also connected between his eyes to like. his brain and he pulled bits of his brain out

but he wasnt dead yet and was still aware and then idek KNOW how this worked but a hole was opened up on the back of his head and chunks of his brain matter were painfully and violently flung out and someone i couldnt see was talking about how it was like an asshole on his head diarrhea pooping out his brains

and he was screaming and his eyes got sucked into his head and flung out too and fgdjgh

thats when i woke up

and i felt so weird and scared i just kinda,.... locked myself in robbs empty room bc he keeps low lights on in there for his display cases, and closed all the doors leading to dark rooms

that's horrifying and yet FASCINATING

and browsed the internet for a bit bc i needed to ground myself back into reality

...to read. I can't handle seeing gore weep

it was super gross and i felt sick when i woke up

I probably would too!!

/wraps byrb in blankets

i think i remember the guy also had his dick cut off and it all happened bc hed molested this kid in my dream (the ppl in my dream were ttying to find the kid but couldnt) and this was the kid telling us what happened bc apparently it was the kid that did that stuff to the guy like a saw version of the Home Alone kid

oh jeez

i also just remembered the kid set up this thing in a neighborhood that hypnotized people in like a 4-second loop they couldnt escaped and i was actually stuck in it for a while in my dream

that's one powerful kid