remembers i seriously need to finish a commission, actually thinks about the reality of having to finish said commission, panics for no adequate reason, buries self in other activities in order to stave off anxiety until i forget for the day: a daily ritual
i even already have planned out my next steps but then i just.......... dont..........
me: i need to bring in the arm at the shoulder and maybe increase the hand size, and then start shaping the legs-
brain: panic before you even pull your tablet out and do something else instead
brain: panic before you even pull your tablet out and do something else instead
me: well i guess ill just go fuck myself
take ur time do not worry