[Vent] Fuck you, Fuck you, fuck you. You fucking ruined the good mood I've been in ALL day. I am SO fucking tired of hearing baout how you want me to find people to do things with. TIRED OF IT. This is JUST how my fucking life is. Do you think I fucking like it? HUH?! No, I DO NOT. But I've accepted it. I gave up wishing for differences a while ago
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I DO NOT fucking ask to do things with you and Mom that often. FUCK. That's why I don't have the relationship I had with my mom anymore. Because you fucking dictate when I can see her, and when it's convenient for you
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I was going to go see PoTC alone, but Mom specifically asked me to go with her.
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She doesn't even do that anymore.
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You had NO fucking right to say what you did. NONE.
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NONE*
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You ruined a perfect evening. I hope you're fucking happy. GOd, I should've just fucking stayed in California....or Maryland.... anywhere but with you. ANY. Fucking. Where.
I'm so sorry, Zie...
I'm so, so sorry, Zie. He really needs to fucking stop. I doubted he'd get better, but I never imagined he'd get worse.
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He said that after he said he might fall asleep again, and I had JOKINGLY said, that Mom and I could go oggle Johnny Depp by ourselves, and he'd said, "OR you could find friends to go with."
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Like....fucking, taking a goddamn joke.
Funny, that. You did have friends... and then he decided on this move, taking you from your local friends AND making it difficult for the rest of us to travel to see you.
So he can go fuck himself. 
Also, SHE IS YOUR MOTHER. She has the right to spend time with you.
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I love the friends I Did have.
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do*
Also, this level of possessiveness is borderline abusive and makes me really uncomfortable/worried.
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But, Jeanette and Howard have mental issues and are on a much more immature level as far as movies go.
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They won't watch anything over the rating G.
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So I can't go see movies with them
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and I had OTHER friends, but they're all OLDER Than me, and alienated me back when that whole thing with sores happened
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I should've just stayed in California. I was SO happy. Even if I couldn't do what I did on vacation EVERY day, I'd still not be alone and around people who UNDERSTOOD me.
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Or you know, maybe I SHOULd move back to MD
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I'd be STUCK because Daniel works (assuming I moved in with him)
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,but I DO know the bus system, and I'm sure Lee or Patrick would come get me and take me places
I agree with Lexi, it does seem borderline abusive :/ she's your mother, you're perfectly in your right to want to spend time with her! Plus, not to mention, struggling socially is hard enough without people being all "lol get friends" as if it's as easy as picking them up at the store