do i want to revisit my first adult job interview where i oh so optimistically thought i could get to a concert in japan in a few months time?

that was 1998 so the internet was a baby and one could not just buy foreign concert tickets on a lark

or how about imagining hpw the ceiling fan which is the quietest ceiling fan ive ever met could come loose from its moorings and fall on me while still running?

house hss been creaky all week but nope now is the time to be convinced someone is walking on the roof.

oh dear