[rp/fml] (cw abuse, drugs, suicide: none me) Hey guys, I don't want to. I REALLY don't want to, but I think im going to have to drop 
for now. Don't read further/mute if you don't want to be smothered in my self pity.
for now. Don't read further/mute if you don't want to be smothered in my self pity.
I've been trying to deal with stuff privately, but it's just getting worse everyday and there's no sign of slowing
To be direct, my parents got divorced recently because my dad is now a heroine addict.
preemptive hug because this sounds like some shit
And he has gone... insane
not just out of it, like he lost all sense of reality. He apparently started harassing other family to the point he got himself arrested
oh geez, i'm so sorry 
My grandma had to leave the state to avoid him while he was like this, because she was afraid of him
oh christ
i'm so sorry man
Jesus, that's fuckin awful. Take care of yourself. 8(
I'm so sorry. Please, do what you need to take care of yourself
got busy at work. But this is all going down at the same time as we're in mourning. My grandfather is on his last few days so we're trying to get his affairs in order/say our goodbyes
Before and after being arrested my father mentioned he was going to kill himself for his family's 'betrayal' and being separated from his dog. So he's on suicide watch and I just keep waiting for my phone to ring
Either to hear my grandpa has passed away or my dad killed himself either on purpose or an OD
I've been diagnosed clinically depressed and am getting treated. But this is sending me into a spiral. I get home from work and I just sleep/vegetate from 7pm to 8am everyday
honestly that sounds like a p reasonable reaction 8(
ALL of my energy is being divided between being able to go to work everyday, help my roommates on our twitch show, and take care of my grandparents. I just can't be replied upon for RP
Thank you guys for your support.
Oh my gosh I'm SO SORRY. I can't imagine what this is like for you <3 please take care of yourself.
dude, i'm so sorry this shit is happening. seconding everyone who said do what you gotta do to take care of yourself first. stay safe, and i hope things work out
Jesus Christ Lumi, I am so sorry. This sounds like an absolute nightmare. Please do whatever you have to for yourself and stay safe
You've got people rooting for you
I'm available if you want to talk about anything, and I'm glad to hear you've got treatment available