Why do I always want to invest my time in the wrong people?

oh man

Why don't I want to invest my time in the right people?

So, like, there was this girl from college that said "I spend a lot of time thinking about you"

But I like DON'T WANT TO REACH OUT

WHY???

There's really... nothing wrong with her

BUT YET we see what happened with other people

And Ricky's girlfriend is turning out to be a total dead end friendship too

I'm pretty sure I'm going to eventually end up blocking them both from Facebook before year's end

In not shity news, game night was awesome!

Tiny rant about Ricky's GF. So I wanted to make her a garden flag because it sounded like a fun project and just like something cool to do. Well, I just wanted to check in and she was like "Do I HAVE to use [Urban Threads: Unique and Awesome Embroidery Designs]" and I was like "You can use other sites like etsy and www.emblibrary.com/" but I don't think she understands

I NEED AN EMBROIDERY PATTERN. I think I'm going to get some PDF or a shitty picture or something & she'll expect that or some shit. Mike said charge her a digitizing fee and I think I will just to show her THIS SHIT ISN'T FREE. I shipped her over $40 in socks (that's cost) for FREE. She thought they were just something I got for free. Oh hell no.

I'm not going to just TAKE 8 pairs (I took a pair for myself) of socks at once from the store like it's no thing. One or two pairs, sure, but not 8 at once. No, darling, I paid for that shit with my money. She even GAVE 2 PAIRS TO HER MOM. That's sweet and all, but I didn't get 2 pairs for her mom, I got 7 pairs for her because she was having problems

She was thankful, but she's made no real effort to try to do anything for me. She knows I've been having issues with these problems that I've been talking about here & such, no help. She hasn't offered to do anything for me, not that you really HAVE to, but I mean, friendship is about give and take and I feel like she's done nothing but take from me.

She was thankful, but she's made no real effort to try to do anything for me. She knows I've been having issues with these problems that I've been talking about here & such, no help. She hasn't offered to do anything for me, not that you really HAVE to, but I mean, friendship is about give and take and I feel like she's done nothing but take from me.

I just feel like this friendship is just a parasitic one & there is nothing in it for me. It's nothing that's she's really done, actually, it's the fact that she's done nothing that's drawing me away. I think I'll wait and see what she does about the flag thing. I just think that maybe she's used to friendships that are very one sided like this.

She has lots of male friends that are interested in her romantically, so I think that's why she's not used to contributing much since to them, her very presence and her gratitude is enough for them. Well, I'd like a bit more than that. Gratitude is nice, but a some emotional support and maybe actually following through with what you said is even better

Okay, that was more than a mini rant, but I had more to say than I though