Ugh freaking anxiety waking me up at odd times in the night/early morning

I didn't even sleep until 11 because I was still awake. Half because I was anxious, half because I was wondering if I was going to be let down again

It was Ricky, so ofc I was let down

Time to get to work and try not to wreck the truck I'm borrowing. I hope I get my Rouge back today

I hope nothing else breaks on it for the rest of the year