Basically, Ricky has gone off the rails 110% and I cannot be there anymore for him.

He fucked up his amazing job, he used his girlfriend for a place to live after allegedly not being in love with her anymore and once he got a new job, he fucked some other chick and his now ex kicked him out

She said that he was being REALLY gross too. Like apparently he was asking this other chick to jack off over the phone while his girlfriend was there.

ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS????

One GROSS
Two through ten SUPER GROSS
Eleven WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?
Twelve Just be a decent human and end the relationship

It's just like.... I know he has Borderline, but so do a lot of people I know and they don't do this

I HAVE BORDERLINE AND I DON'T DO THIS

I mean, there was a time where I was in love with someone else (This fuck up, HA!) and it tore me apart

It's just... it's just him

There's nothing else to it. It's not the borderline, it's not his past, it's not his circumstances, it's just him

No medicine or therapy will change him. No amount of positive reinforcement, no amount of trying to be a good friend, nothing will help

He's just a fucked up person that had me fooled into seeing something better than what was really there. I thought he was better

I was so wrong. About everything about him. He wasn't any different here, he was just more structured and more controled.

I feel awful for Sarah. I know this will give her so many issues. She's a good kid. She deserves better than the assholes in her life. I hope she can build her life back.

I'm happy she reached out to me today. I'm glad I can be there for her, even if just a little bit.

I found out that he deserted her at MechaCon and she spent most of the con crying in the hotel room. That's disgusting.

I wish I could lay into him more, but I already told him I'd kill him if he talked to me or my family again

I'd love to see him suffer

I really want to do something to give him a real reason to mope, but I know it's not a good idea

He will die alone

It's just not enough

He needs to suffer the whole trip to the gutter. I don't want him dragging anyone else down

I wish he'd rot faster

He is actually rotting. He can't work out like he used to and he's a heavy drinker and smoker

I'm also sure he does hard drugs too

He doesn't eat well either

He hasn't worked out in months

Rotting

I don't show this side of me very often, but when someone crosses me, it comes out

He lied. Straight up, bold faced lied to me

No reason, just did

I won't forgive it, ever. Motherfucker knows never lie to me or else. He knows a liar is found out