:-[ On Lifeline drama
In December me, Joh, & Maya were voted to be Administrators on the official Lifeline Discord Server
Things were mostly great! We even held a promotional event with Eipix Entertainment to build hype for Whiteout 2 releasing.
Maya was a bit too "I'll do everything" type, but was very into the Lifeline fandom since 2015
Anyway we divided tasks amongst us 3 for Camp Lifeline to make stuff easier
Maya suddenly left during said week long event. So we got behind because we thought she'd return to do her stuff. We didn't want to do it for her
thinking it was overstepping because she'd put a lot of work into things. It was utter radio silence from her
It showed she was on PSN playing "Overwatch" though, and did Likena few of my Tumblr posts. We eventually did her stuff and finished the event
We figured her silence was from shame for ditching us. She came back for a bit a week later never acknowledging her absence
Like not even an apology. Around the end of May she left again. In June she came back when we asked her dlto do some stuff
to do* Around then too Lifeline got a new Community Manager and the Server Ownership got transferred to a main LifelineHQ account instead of one person now
We hadn't had contact outside of her Liking/ReBlogging Tumblr posts since. But she wasn't online much elsewhere either
Around when Ownership was transferred Joh & I noticed our Administrator permissions were unticked. We thought it was a glitch or maybe our Alex & Adams Roles never had it ticked
But Maya's Arika Role still had it ticked and hers was a higher hierarchy than ours on the list. The Taylor Role was also unaffected
When my bone infection returned I went to read 2 fluffy fanfics Maya gad wrote for my favourite Lifeline protagonist. I found them and her other fan works deleted.
Also discovered checking her Twitter that a lot of her tweets had been deleted. I figured she had just cleared them all until I scrolled back and saw some from 2015 & 2016.
She'd gone through years of tweets just to delete any that talked about Lifeline or to anyone in the fandom, even stuff not related to it like about her cat or food
Still outside of ReBlogging/Liking Tumblr posts she still was ignoring we existed. We had the new Community Manager lower Maya's hierarchy in the list to protect our own permissions just in case
Joh mentioned using Camp Lifeline as an example of community engagement for her work (she does marketing and management for games companies). I decided to change the passwords for our shared social media accounts for it
On logging-in I saw some log-in attempts and asked Joh. She hadn't at the times so we motioned to remove Maya as an Administrator/her Server permissions above regular member
Like she was still ignoring us & mass deleting things. So of course we were hella uneasy. We felt guiltu but did it for the safety of our 319 members
We still received no response from her.
On September 4TH she left our Group DM and the Server. I was so relieved that we had removed her higher permissions beforehand
Since if she had left before we did she could just rejoin later with them intact. No message from her, just "hurricanesunny has left the conversation"
At least she hadn't deleted her Lifeline theories Tumblr or her in-depth game information one. Like they were used by a lot of people and had playthrough guides. They were up as of Friday
I got a DM from a member this morning asking if I knew why they had been deleted. So she got rid of valuable information too. Making me less doubtful she would have fucked-up the Server too.
I am SO GLAD Joh & I noticed things and protected the Server when we did. That it's safe.
She unfriended us too on the 4TH so I Blocked her on so much stuff. I can't Block her on Discord because I want to know if she returns to the Server.
Still no communication to us though.
A friend sent her a Tumblr Ask about the deletions & ignoring people. She responded rudely.
It's really nagging at my "your disposable/no-one would miss you" feelings. I wouldn't have been able to deal with this if not for Joh. Just feeling so betrayed and angry
There's a few "red flag" type moments I am remembering now where she set my anxiety off, but where I had been voted by the Community I am determined to stay committed to it
Like when it was decided to have more Server moderation and we were voted in and had set-up a test Server to work stuff out so we could make the changes fast
Apparently Maya and the then Community Manager had decided on moving the whole Server to the test one instead of reworking the old one. I questioned it and she got so mad at me
I then tweeted the previous Community Manager about transferring Ownership to the then one. Maya tried to say it was impossible to transfer even when I linked the Discord FAQ on it
She didn't like the original Community Manager at all and was mad about that. He couldn't get into the account anymore so was locked out so we had to move anyway
But she refused to talk to me for days because of my not wanting to move the Server/her lying about why we were doing a test one
We had a conversation on the new Server with the then Community Manager where I asked about the old one being locked out. His e-mail associated with the account had been deleted by the company.
So I took the responsibility to make the announcement on the old Server about the move and field questions.
When we were ready to move sge suggested clearing our random conversations on Channels out. We agreed but I requested we keep the one with the Community Manager up so members could see directly we had to move.
We finished and it was left. I checked later and saw all posts by me and the parts about him being locked out had been deleted. Changing the context of the conversation.
I posted publicly in the old Server about it to her. I thought she'd ignore me in private or delete it if I asked on the new Server
She was upset with me claiming I might make the members decide they no longer wantes her as an Admin and spread distrust.
She claimed it was just an accident that those parts were deleted :-/ I let it go but posted screenshots of the deleted posts on the Channel they had been deleted from
Knowing that if they were deleted again it was proof she was lying. They are still there, I kinda expected then to have been secretly deleted after they got pushed back by new content.
Also we still had a default Voice Chat Channel on the Server. Some dicks started using it and advertising it. We can't moderate a voice chat easily so we had to make a decision
I voted just revoking everyone's but higher accounts' permissions to use it. That if like in the past 3 Minute Games wanted to use it they could. Instead Maya deleted the Voice Chat Channel entirely
And when I asked denied repeatedly that she hadn't. It wasn't me that deleted it and Joh was offline.
Now I remember that and it adds to my uneasiness of if she would have wiped out parts of the Server too. And ignored, denied it, or pretended it was a mistake
I'm just so furious.
Joh joked about writing a thriller on it since we'll never get any explanations besides so mights as well make up some to help us cope.
Like if her tone and such on her new posts weren't the same I'd think someone else had taken over her accounts
She's got new friends and a new fandom based from a musical. I initially Blocked-and-unBlocked her when we first discovered the deletions because it made me so angry that she was ignoring us but still Liking/ReBlogging my stuff
Like I don't like being used for content
A saved Яндекс — поиск №1 в России cache of the Alex stories
I am just so angry.
Removed her on PSN. I was getting so angry getting "Hurricanesunny is online" notifications while watching YouTube on my PS3
I also didn't think I could hold my tongue when she'd post "tell me on Anon what you think of me" memes. "You make me feel so betrayed & angry" on the cleaner side of what I think
Since she ignored our removing her as an Admin, she'd probably ignore that too. Or pretend she never did anything wrong. Or try to blame us for her actions and call us abusive. I am just so angry.
The voting is going to be so much work
Her reasoning for deleting the fandom accounts was because she felt nauseous seeing the URLs in her Dashboard. Of course, don't transfer them to someone else like she did her 3RD Lifeline account
and the thing is she's the type that would say I was awful for removing her as friends places for the same reason. I couldn't stand seeing her URL
I honestly am still feeling so betrayed and angry. Especially over the suspicious stuff. It's the wrestling with "did she plan to fuck up the Server" anxiety.
Aaaand tonight the lead producer for 3 Minute Games posts this VERY CORPERATE sounding post
It seems copy&pasted. An hour prior we had be having a conversation with her about upcoming release news, then BAM
It's been the official Server since like April 2016, so who knows what's going down to change that
Transferres it today. Lei pissed me off by changing the name of the Server during the time Joh said she was going to be away. People noticed the change and asked about it
so fucking pissed-off. Maya deleted the Google Form with the Camp Lifeline sign-ups responses.
It was on her Google Drive with the shared Google account permissions to view. I luckily saved the data from it so will have to upload later
Like how petty can you get? She insisted using the one she made instead of using one made on tge shared account and then deletes it
There's no fondness. She's deleted too much. I actually hate her
There! copy&pasted the responses from the .CSV I had saved back in Maya to a copy of the original form so we have the data charts and such
Not sure if it's because I Blocked her but the Likes she'd made on some of my fanfics posted on Tumblr are gone.
It's sickening to know she possibly went through and unliked stuff when she was deleting stuff though. I wouldn't put it past her