Nothing makes me feel like I'm not doing a good job more than hearing someone say "oh don't worry about her. She's new"

And also patronizing customers

Customers who give you dirty looks if you can't place their order in 5 seconds

I'm still learning register so I don't always remember where everything is

So sometimes I fumble cause I go UH which section is it under??

It takes me a while and sometimes I have to ask someone to show me cause I can't remember

And the customer is looking at me like I'm an idiot

I overheard this one customer talking about me and my coworker was like "oh don't worry. She's just new"

And I'm like cool I guess I'm not doing as well as I thought

And it was hella busy cause it's Saturday

And I'm trying but then it's things like that that make me go "oh...."

And idk. Everyone says they like me and I'm doing really good

But my old coworkers all decided they didn't like me anymore after I left gymboree and started talking shit about me

Which made me feel like they were talking shit before I left

So I literally feel like I can't believe anyone