I took off the bandage around my arm and there is... I'm not sure which vein it is exactly but it is bulging out of my arm and it's this like... fucked up purple/red color that you get when u got a blood blister or a real bad fresh bruise

I mean, I knew they fucked up sticking me today but... holy shit did you guys have to skewer one of my other veins????

I don't know HOW MUCH of my "not well" feelings are due to me bleeding out into my arm all morning, but I'm sure at least some of them arr

my stomach hurts and my arm hurts and i'm fatigued af and i just wanna cry a little bit and plasma was like... torture today tbh because they stuck me wrong and it was 1.5 hours of arm pain because there was a needle in the wrong place

and I just have a lot to do in general not to mention i'm not going to class today because it's plein air painting and I can't stand outside for 3 hours today

and ok now I'm done with my pity party i just

idk what I CAN really do about any of this so I'm just bitchin

The vein is no longer bulging

it's just icky purple still and it's real tender