...I went to her profile and saw some "artsy" self portrait where she was nude, laying down on a bed, facing away from the camera. You could see her ass so I reported it.

But as soon as I saw her name my stomach did a flip, my knees got weak, my heart skipped a beat. It's like love but the opposite, a visceral bodily reaction in complete contempt for someone who tried to ruin my life.

Also, as a result, I looked up my ex on tumblr, only to not be able to find her. So either she changed her url (more likely) or deleted her Tumblr altogether (less likely but preferable) or did one/both and like killed herself? Who knoooowwwws. Either way now I can't look her up. Good.

And I know she'll know about the engagement. But I really wanna know their reactions. They probably laughed and insulted us both and called up names but you know matters? None of that

Yeah. I still get that reaction at unexpected reminders of my ex.

So when all this happened my curiosity got the best of me and I went snooping like I knew I shouldn't.

and there's a real case of schadenfreude here.

The ex is having a miserable time at her new job and is also now dating some weirdo conspiracy theorist.

and her best friend, Miranda, might not be anymore? There's no sign of them conversing anymore, like, at all (and they used to, over tumblr, quite a bit) and Miranda keeps posting really sappy "come back and talk to me" type posts about "her" (99% sure it's about my ex). Her 'fiance', Stephen, also might not be her fiance anymore because of some other shit

and let me tell you, the fact that Miranda tried to ruin my life, and all the petty, passive-aggressive shit from both of them really makes me not feel sorry for either of them being in bad situations. Even though the better person in me wants to pity them because I don't want anyone to be in a bad place.

but I know, I know, I shouldn't even be snooping/thinking about/devoting any energy to that whooole situation, so I think I'm just gonna stop here.