I happen to think that way too.

really? i think i'm really growing to be antisocial. haha. is that a bad thing?

I don't think it's being antisocial. Maybe we just function better with less "noise". And that's not a bad thing.

yeah that's true. but i wonder if people understand that about us. are you an introvert?

I believe so. And no, I don't think a lot of people get that. I know for a fact some people think I'm just high maintenance.

yeah, that's what people think about me too. is that a sad thing? does that get you lonely?

It does, sometimes. Although I think it's more out of being misunderstood than being alone.

And fear, too. I know right now I have everything I need, but there's this fear that the time may come when I lose those things.

i think our liberation comes from our capability to understand ourselves and our awareness that there will never be somebody who...

...will completely understand people like us. unless they are just like us.

I agree. And there's comfort in that as well.

you're just turning into your true self. meaning you make sure you're not lying to yourself.

what allillluminated said really makes sense. The more real you get, the more you find comfort in that inner circle of people who see it.

yeah i suppose so. sue monk kidd's book explains this quite articulately. will post some quotes soon.