I went into my meeting today ready to tell the truth and concede to the fact that my room was messy and whatever else

Only to be told that apparently my roommates had been talking to the Ra about me for a long time and made no attempts to speak to me directly. Even the Ra didnt attempt to contact me or mediate

That I was apparently the worst roommate possible all semester and no one saw fit to, oh I don't know, TELL me they felt this way

So now I feel unsafe in my own room, because clearly no one trusts me, and quite frankly I don't trust them.

I... what the fuck.

What do you even do to get this shit said about you?!

it because you're an introvert and they don't fucking know boundaries? Is that it?

Now I was blindsided with all of this in the course of my meeting and obviously I reacted very poorly because I learned this and then was called a liar to my face multiple times

WHAT.

You are NO liar. You're one of the people I trust the most to be honest.

Who the fuck are THEY to say such things about you?!

So apparently that invalidates all my complaints. That I yelled at the woman who called me a liar

OH MY GOD.

Fuck that woman and fuck your roommates.

They're the ones who have been moving your things, not respecting your space, getting in your face, etc.

Because the housing office woman is on some sort of power trip.

Does Lexi gotta fly to Utah to punch some assholes? :Y

Ill get the diets down once in at a computer

I am absolutely disgusted on your behalf.

You. You of ALL people. A liar. Fuck that piece of shit.

*deets
Gdi phone

She was very keen on treating me like a child having a tantrum rather than a person who hasn't been able to relax in their own home for a week and suffering major psychological compilations due to it

Ugh.

I don't think there's been one time today where I couldn't cry at a moments notice

I'm so sorry, sweetie...

Its alright. I'm already lookingI'm apartments lmao

*Looking for
Phone I stg

I don't blame you. Fuck everyone involved in this that isn't you, tbh. :/

Back home! Story time! (now with the added benefit of having spoken with the RA)

sits here for story time but given what i've read oh wow fuck all of your roommates. sideways, with something hard and sandpapery

So I had a messy room one day and it was p bad, and my roommates thought they saw a roach so we had an impromptu inspection

My roommates did n o t tell me about this. They didn't leave a note. They didn't send an email.

Hence panic attack, etc etc I think i've told this part before

Well I had to go talk to the housing office adviser or.... whatever she is.....

well she started spinning this long yarn about months and months of complaints to my ra and attempts to talk to me being shut down with yelling, two things that have never happened, about how my roommates just complain and complain about the odor from my room (something that was not brought up to the ra at all) and etc.

She frightened me. That was her goal and boy did she do it.

Because I'm not an adult to her. I don't respect her 100% off the bat for calling me a liar, so I'm a disobedient child, not a person.

According to my ra she was told about 2 things. One instance of my asking my roommates not to touch my food, and the instance of them seeing a bug.

But this woman in the housing office I guess wanted to beat me down and convince me that I am the person at fault for... well any of this. I don't know why. I guess because I sent the housing office an angry email about what had happened with the inspection and she "could have gotten fired"? which she also accused me of lying in.

Really I'm just a fucking lie factory to this woman

I meant every word about how unprofessional she was in that email, she had one witness who, I assume, was her employee who apparently testified that she -didn't pound on my door, -didn't make snide remarks when I opened it, and -had permission to be there. I get no one.

lmao well then bitch consider: not doing things that might get you fired

But I know what happened, as much as she wants to fucking gaslight me. I also asked if she understood why I was upset to be met with "I understand why it would upset you to have someone come into your room and call it disgusting"

And then tried to GASLIGHT ME AGAIN LATER when I brought up that she called me disgusting. I had to show that I could recite the entire conversation to her before she would even sarcastically concede that she did that.

omfg.

honestly. she deserves to be fired at this point

I upset during this meeting? Yeah. Yeah I really was. And I guess adults don't get upset when wild allegations are raised against them because that's the reason she was being such a twat to me I guess

...ok but adults also. aren't twats to people regardless. especially not their goddamn customers

because she was the one "being professional". She's ALSO the one who feels safe going home at night and can GET a good night's sleep

it's been a week since I've had that luxury

and my patience and my mental health are dwindling fast

i really hope you can find an apartment... jfc this is insane

and sry but I'm still the one being an adult because it's still up to ME to speak to my roommates and resolve this. The housing office hasn't offered ANY support or solutions

...aren't these roommates also the ones who moved all your shit without asking you and who never left you any room in the fridge

Yeah I do to. If I can find someone to live with me, there's one that'll be opening up p. soon that's $250 a month

yes.

:| but you're the horrible roommate

ok

jfc i had a disgustingly messy roommate and i still can't say in good faith he was a bad roommate

I was the one (1) person with a cluttered room when she came by so

and that's when he was using my dishes and leaving them there to fester so

She insists it was disgustingly filthy and she could smell my half basket of laundry wafting from the opposite corner of the room

but it wasn't. sry friend that's bs.

...bitch please

Oh my god. fuck every person involved in doing this to you.

I SERIOUSLY want to ship myself to Utah to punch some fuckers in the face.

do any of them know you're gay? I wouldn't put it past your Mormon ass roommates to decide you're bad because of that

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeei think they all do lmao

...yeah I don't put it past these assholes to decide to turn against you for it

y... eah, speaking as someone who had mormon roommates who also graduated from Plastic High: that sounds about right and I'm sorry you have to deal with this BS, ainsley

Thanks, I'm doing better

can i say it? im gonna say it

kill them tbh