So I came to visit my sister in Iowa and like. I always take my pill box along with my med bottles to refill if needed

And also the walgreens has been pissing me off big time because instead of putting my 90 pill supply in one bottle like usual they put it in three different bottles of 30 each so i had one bottle and my pillbox

Except I guess I didn't check to make sure that I was really good on my pill bottle so I turned up three venlafaxine's short.

Which is my anti depressant. And I ran out two days ago, I go home today. I'm not overtly depressed yet but I get some bonkers withdrawl symptoms with this shit

it feels like the skin on my chest, neck, shoulders and upper arms is physically vibrating, i get jitters so unfortunate all the time and my heart has not beaten normally in a day and a half

I'm also like lowkey nauseated all the time

so I am sort of suffering nbd nbd

i just wanted a quick ventarooni

AINSLEY...

Holy poop I hope you get more soon

YEP I'll be back to my supply tonight and also how rude I did what was in my power to get more y'know

I AM JUST WORRIED FOR YOU I AM NOT SCOLDING I PROMISE ;_;

OH LMAO U SHOULD BE SCOLDING ME TBH But ok thank u ;v;

I figure your body is giving you enough hell without me adding onto it by scolding ;w;

I looked up the withdrawl symptoms so I would know what was legit and what I should worry about. All I can say is in glad I haven't had "brain zaps" yet

Which were described as feeling like mild electrical shocks.

In my brain.

(God bless you, yeah my body is Not Thrilled)

OH YIKES :C

Hm. So I looked up brain zaps specifically and the full description is making me feel like I HAVE maybe had those before.

Much more prone to chest/heart zaps tho

Those aren't real but I'm fudging terms based on loose definitions here

HEY BITCHES THE DEPRESSION HIT ALL AT ONCE. FUUUUUUCK YEEEEEAH

NYEEEEEES

Gonna go now. Gotta not cry on this flight I'm on. See y'all in an hour 8D

Alright update: I'm fine. It more or less left as quick as it came