and also at the meme bc i know myself and i know i'm gonna need a breather

i... may have had a little too much fun writing his hallucinations >.>

Poor Van! But also, well done.

That's what happens, IG, when you have PTSD and survivor's guilt but come from a place and time where There are No Therapists

It peeks out to say hello at the worst possible time and fuck your shit up even more

well, naturally

On the upside, this is gonna get him to acknowledge that shit is a problem and needs dealt with

He's not gonna trust Zenith's official therapist with it after this

But you know

Baby steps

Being a military creature and all Rowan does have some experience with PTSD, but... most of it's not hers. So I can offer her to try and help, if you'd like!

Might not work perfectly, but that's half the fun anyway.

Could definitely be interesting

So far the only other person he's liable to bring it up to is Eiren, since he knows she's a healer

Maybe he and Rowan can have some actual conversation once their hormones calm down a little, haha

We'll see, won't we ^.^;

I'd apologize for her just jumping him like that but uh... well.

I mean he probably would have jumped her instead if she hadn't. He is just perpetually thirsty, so

Oh. Darn.

xD

He was giving strong vibes, man. She's a fan of that ish.

Yeah, he tends to do that - especially when the other person is flirting just as hard

Mutual thirst goes a long way, haha

yep

(ask Pudding sometime how many threads between Van and Rosie Prime went from zero to smut on account of that xD)

Threads that go from zero to smut are the best though??

i'm not saying they're not

just that probably like 90% of our threads between those two thirsty losers ended up being smutty

That is beautiful, haha

It was a Time, for sure