yung ganun nalang i mindset mo and neglect all those hurt feelings...

kasi siyempre you have to accept your shortcomings.
never ka naman magiging perfect

i can say, nawawalan na akong ng gana sa ginagawa ko that's why I don't function well. I don't excel on my profession. yes, profession because wala na eh, I don't like to do it not like before

yung pupunta ka ng school hindi dahil excited ka. you have that urge, you have that spark to be better in your career... but you ended up unmotivated.

dagdagan pa ng toxic na school head. nakakawalang gana tbh. parang ang fragile ko ngayon, promise. i never thought I'll be this affected sa sinabi ng school head namin. hays sana na misunderstand ko lang. SANA

take a break if you can... do something that has no other reward than good feelings (outreach, volunteering sort). when it's time to come back see if you're still excited to. if not, well... baka kelangan na mah move...

i hope i can really do such things..