I guess that's a little overkill but I am having BAD lapses in memory

Im sure one or a combination of my 8963 health conditions are to blame but like.... I just feel like a fucking moron

So I was being sent something I had to pick up at mart last week and today got a bunch of messages that I got refunded because despite the fact they gave me a week, I just straight up didn't go get it

Then I had this conference trip that bumped that problem up to ten

(in fact the days leading up to it were when and probably why the Wal-mart thing happened.....)

It didn't help that during the conference we were all so sleep deprived and busy running around to do any homework and i had to look after what was essentially an adult child who just ran around getting drunk as possible

So I stayed up tonight to get SOME homework done but now its 12:30. I guess at least I'm jet lagged in a helpful direction..........

Another thing I forgot was my deadline for having my CTNX tickets mailed to me, so most of that first day will be waiting in line to get those

I managed to finish drawtober 4 days late though....?

And I did enough looking around at our group files to see that not a single person is willing to even try to march the character style

I made ref sheets you ass lickers, my style (well,
the one set up for the book) should be easy to copy!

it does give me reassurance that the cartoon shit i'm working toward IS worthwhile because apparently not every artist can do it

I don’t really know how to respond but I just want you to know I have seen this and I am sorry you are so stressed and I love you :<

Idk if there is a way to respond other than that, so thank you

This too shall pass so nbd but it's just real tough rn

Holyyyyyy fuck I'm so sorry /huggles

If me continuing to offer fun distractions will help, then I shall continue to do so!

I'm doing better, my body's still out to get me tho

And yes, it's helping a lot