I AM JUST...frazzled. life is a big frazzle dazzle and I JUST LIVE HERE MAN >:C

November has been wonky tonk bonky bonk.

between working 50 hours a week and needing to be in six different places at once I am rly tired >:C

dad is starting chemo back up as of today so I am just laying here, waiting patiently on the soft grass for the roar of an earthquake.

it...well, anxiety has been better, but on the plus side now, I think...er, WELL IT DOESNT SOUND VERY POSITIVE BUT IM PRETTY SURE THAT I AM IN A CONSTANT STATE OF ANXIOUS SO... >:C I AM NEVER SURPRISED BY MISFORTUNE OR AWASH IN SHAKING HORRIBLE SAD TERROR

anxiety attacks are not a think of the past but having a serious one is less frequent. which is good! at least that's going good. W-WELL NOT JUST THAT

HUGS YOUR FACE SO TIGHT

I GOT LET'S GO PIKACHU AND I SPEND MY EVENINGS PRE-NIGHTNIGHT PLAYING WITH MY BFF PIKACHU AND SANDSLASH >:C

;A; FRIEND I NEED A GROWLITHE

I have gotten very good at making eggs over easy!!! >8C I AM A MASTER EGG FLIPPER

and a sandshrew ;A;

omg egg flippy. >8C

;A;!!!!!! FAMMO I WILL CATCH AND GIVE THEM TO YOU

TELL ME WHAT NATURE YOU NEED MY BRO I WILL PROVIDE >:C

EGG FLIPPY IS A GOOD ART

yes I am a master egg flipper >8C

I DON'T MIND A NATURE I JUST WANT THE GOOD GOOF FRIENDS >8C

I DID ALL OF MY CHRISTMAS SHOPPING EXCEPT FOR SOME AND >:C SPENT AN OUTRAGEOUS AMOUNT OF MONEY BUT guys I never get to have money to spoil my friends with and THIS YEAR I CHANGE DIS >8C

I >8C JUST HAVE TO WAIT FOR MY NEXT PAYCHECK BEFORE I SPEND MORE MONEY

I have also seen Ralph breaks the internet and Robin hood. and they were both v. good >:C

I HAVE ALSO ALMOST FINISHED FOOD WARS AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH

AND...........UH, IDK >8C I spend Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Fridays, and Saturdays with dad when I can. running errands or cleaning or whatever he needs. I'm just. HWWWWWWWWEEEEEEPS I AM V. TIRED.

also I have been playing pokemon y and pokemon sun in between hospital visits and on lunch breaks >:C and...that's it really.

me and the void draw pictures together and share a blankie for nap time >:C

snugglevoid

my bff the snugglevoid. usually in the form of the ceiling at 3am or the laugh you have when you try to drink coffee but all you can see of the bottom of your coffee cup.

dad has chemo for 8 weeks.8 grueling, horrible weeks. and then we can talk about a stint in his throat so he can swallow food . and he can start feeling positive and more like himself again.

>:C I will be your snugglevoid

and I'm just gonna cuddle with the snugglevoid and count the rotations of the ceiling fan until then >:C

;A; o-oh....

>8C /smooches from the snugglevoid

W-WELL I GUESS THIS IS ALRIGHT BECAUSE YOU ARE VERY HUGGABLE AND CUDDLY >:C

YOU ARE... >8C you are as soft as my cat's tum that I am rubbing

>8C I am not so soff.

you are both adorable and sweet soff beebins

super soff c:

so ordered

>8I