update: everything is okay and fine and I am okay and also fine, and I am good. and everything is fine. and if i say it enough it wILL EVENTUALLY BECOME TRUE
dad is...well, y'know, but he's just. ugh. he's consented to getting help through the day from someone living with him, so I...and I love my dad, please don't misunderstand, but I won't have to visit him every single day.
he'll have a pump so he'll be fed properly and slowly overnight. good things!!! I WAS JUST...AT THE PEAKY PEAK OF BEING OVERWHELM LAST NIGHT AND THERE'S JUST NOT ENOUGH HOURS IN THE DAY MAN >:C
SO TONIGHT I AM GOING TO JUST. BREATHE. AND LIVE. AND TAG THIS TDM SOME MORE AND PLAY SOME STARDEW VALLEY AND JUST RELAX >:C BECAUSE LIFE IS OKAY, SQUISH
IT'S OK TO BE UPSET BUT DON'T LET YOURSELF BE CONTROLLED BY UPSET!!! BECAUSE UPSET DOESN'T HAVE BOUNDARIES AND INVITES THEIR FRIENDS ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION AND THEY ARE NOT ALLOWED TO COME TO MY PARTIES